Some long for romantic love... I've longed for it, most have.
However, never have I felt so loved in my entire life than now. I have the kind of friends people fight all their lives for. I have the kind of friends who don't use you as an excuse to be social, but instead deal with the social part just to be with you. They're the kinds that don't need anything other sort of cushion to soften the blow of human interaction. Instead they find peace with you and you with them. they are my standing ground, my falling places and my hiding caves. They fill my life and heart with exhilarating words and encouragement. they love me enough to push me away, ( as in on a sled or first bike ride push)
If I never found the romantic love in my life, I'd die knowing I was loved and have loved more than any storybook romance could ever even describe.
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You know, as an introvert, going out takes a lot of energy. I am constantly discerning whether or not the experience will be worth the effort. I've realized lately, as "unkind" as it seems to say, I have to make a similar decision with regard to people. Not everyone is worth the expenditure of time and energy. I guess what I'm saying is that I think I (finally) understand what you're saying (and have been saying for some time), Flora my love, and I want you to know that, to me, you are well worth the effort. You are a precious, precious person and I really appreciate all the effort that you have made for the sake of our friendship. I hope that you find New York friends and new Boston friends who you value and who value you in return. I also hope you find new adventures/experiences that light up your life.
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